selamat hari raya friends!

i can tell you that i've been living
in denial for the past 2 weeks
trying to close the door to
the one i nvr knew i could hate so much.
but i also can tell you the 2 weeks
were filled with so much joy and love
and it didnt felt new, just too comfortable.
you cant force love.
i am one distracted biatch. I FEEL VERY ANGSTY
I WNA FIND THE STEALER
OF ALL MY 3 SHOES THIS PAST
7 YEARS!
MY GOLD&BLACK VANS
MY OLIVE COLOUR CONVERSE
& NOW MY RED NEW VANS
THNK GOD I WORE IT ON NATIONAL DAY.
I WISH I CAN CATCH THE THIEF MYSELF
AND SLICE HIM/HER TO PIECES.
TSK!
had wendys with my mumdad today
and bought new glasses!
i wont be wearin much contact lenses
cause my eyebags are humongous
and everyone knows i dont take them off
soon enough imma go blind!
just went for victor's band concert at
dragonfly.
what i can say is, vic is an awesum
drummer, it was an experience to watch
a chinese band perform, grt job!

train rides are takig longer than usual
sighxxxxx Howdy yall!
this week passed so fast!
(zoom bali)
JOKE.

went to school on monday
had mediateam mtg
followed by mcdonalds @ admiralty
to shoot people eating fries.

was early for school on tuesday
cause anthony drove me to school
woopiedo!
had super cheap food for lunch with my classmates
rushed to print typo fonts for the next class
and then ant&ben picked me up after class
and sent me home to rest
cause i got mtg agn in church at night.

wednesday i had ramen and yoghurt
before lecture,ant sent me to sch agn!
after that my classmates and i went to test print at peace centre
afterwhich i went to meet ant
and we had friedrice for dinner yall

today i overslept and went to sch at 12.30
we didnt exactly had class,
but we had some book sale in class
i bought 3 books,one which was compulsory.
went to buy paper at fancy paper
print our brown fox calendar
went home for dinner (i struggled)
went to cwp to meet the rest
had my yoghurt agn
came home and sliced my calendar
hardcoreee balls
thank god im done.

this weekend will be quite awesum!
tmr imma go open a uob acct
have lunch maybe pizza
maybe only maybe book rtt hehe
go bind my calendar
meet didi fidy & el for dinner
hopefully wild abt wings after that with the guys
wild abt wingsssss omg
awesome sia the wings!

sat night i'll be mtg my poly mates!woopy hamburgirls!
sun night i'll be gg to dragonfly with my lasalle mates
for victor's (lucify) performance!
Quite excited!

love my lasalle friends!
stephanie, issa, kesia, victor, gerald & nicola!
so glad im in c class!

dont ask me abt anything
still as confused as ever
hehe
immensely blessed
:)




guess who flew me to school today
and bought me sugar roll & cranberry juice!
:-D
another church mtg agn tonight
hmmm
bai! hmmm
you guys want a gd story?
i cant give you a gd story
i can simply say that thursday leading to sunday
was something i nvr thought i would experience agn
its like i won this v long tedious painful battle
but at the same time i wna hold up my white flag.
i dont wna be distracted,
i dont wna be treated so nicely
i dont wna make the same mistakes
i dont wna lose the person who knows me the best
i dont wna be with anybody
i dont wna get comfortable.
i dont wna be mean and hurtful.
i have like a million emotions gg thru me
dayum

haha
like i said
life is full of happy miracles.
you have to trust me on this one!
my life is a joke!


happy monday all!




its a tragic love story.
how do i even begin...
even i cant believe whats happening
still speechless and shocked.
gdnight. your guardian angel by red jumpsuit
from glenn's party. i still cant accept the fact that sch is so far
from home,
the hour of travelling sucks.

had a weird weird dream
i've been eating quite alot lately,
i guess thats how i deal with
my emotions.
nothing has changed.








stop making use of me,
i'll hate you even more
i wont fall for it anymore.

josh dcruz is an awesum kid
he knows so much stuffs
kool kid. at least my evening was not wasted
hehehe only started playing at 11plus-ish.

my school work is slowly piling
+handburger
one at a time.

this is shroom's wallpaper
" I'M SINGLE CAUSE GOD IS WRITING
THE BEST LOVE STORY FOR ME"
(womg, plsplspls let me be single till im 24 pls!)



last night was one of those
scary experience i've had
in a very long time.
i have so many feelings abt it and i dont knw
where to start.

dear sean,
im not dramatic
im just super guilty for landing
all you innocent people
into trouble because of
my greediness,
but thanks for everything
anyways.

couldnt sleep last night
got this ache in my heart.
the feeling sucks,
its okay? its not okay!
'its okay' are just comforting words.
hate feeling like this
when such things happen
im always first to crumble
why uh. and i
get so affected until everyone ard
me will prolly give up trying.
school made my day better today
cause of my friends
but now when im on the train
heading home, the guilt feeling sets in agn.

i wish i could do smthg to
prevent all this from happening.
just pay 32 bucks next time
srsly so budget of me.
kinda deserve it.

i dont think i can ever forgive myself.

bee-leaf-bubble
woohooo
tmr after meeting my client(handburger)
i will do finish my syllabic sculpture!

studying at lasalle so freaking expensive
even the food around there ex
$4.30 for ba chor mee omg srsly
i miss south canteen malay stall
$2 without fail. hahaha.

played soccer ytd night
last minute plan
velly fun and chuan
hehehe

national day was kinda fun and impromtu
strictly pancakes and national museum.
museum super crowded but velly fun!
tmr night will be fun too i hope!

just finish my church vid
gna sleep uh.
eye pain 4everxxx

happy burps mcboy!
christina damn power
in luring him to school!
im sure you enjoyed yrselvess
hehe

pretty much wasted my friday
stoning and tryna get better...
but by 7pm i was all gd...

im already used to staying home
on saturdays alr, cleaning the house
and clearing junk from my room
i threw away lotsa stuff
stuffs that was worth keeping previously
i threw it. like the lili putt score card,a wallet,a purse,
movie stubs, bali receipts, things that holds
not so gd memories anymore.
im so proud of myself for letting go.
cause im not a thrower to begin with,
junk and me we're bestfriends.
some things were never meant to last or
worth the keep anyways. v sad but true.

left to nana's house in the evening
for jason's bday dinner.
as usual the food was super delicious
and then we played poker
hopefully tmr i get to go to ikea myself
to buy storage for my room.
lasalle officially started i need
to organise my humble simple life ;)









woohooo
school has started,
been great so far
met lovely people
who will be with me for 3 yrs hopefully
bad thing about it is that im going through it
with the diploma students,so its like downgrading.
feel so cheated! hello i taking degree eh.
but on the brighter side, at least i get to do basics first.
like what someone said, back to basics.
so i can learn from the beginning, whats graphic design
and so forth...

previously i was too drained to post anything.
so here goes,
batam was a short getaway trip!
wouldnt recommend it to anyone,batam is a srsly boring place to go...
but thank god for the company i had.
we did flying fox,first time massage haha ouch,
we did things tgt for the first time!
and im super
duper glad i went with norfi my secsch crazygal91 bestie
and lexine my dear budbud, the best thing about it is that
the 2 of them clicked like fridge & magnet.
sweeeeet! :)
the trip was full of laughter and photos and of course love!
from the jibraman hahaha.
that was enjoyable really.

went to meet my hamburgirls after i reached singapore. :)
morrocan mint tea and some vomit frenzy by veggie woah!
i srsly miss mg and the things we do tgt. haiyaaaaaa.

next up was mbs the shizzle!
i couldnt wake up for joel's wedding in the morning
:( felt terrible. cause i didnt receive their invitation by mail.
(only received it today gosh!)
woke up packed my bags
picked up my ahma
went through roadblock
we were quite excited!
cause ahma and mum's first time there
plus our friends were joining us!
made new friends with bro's friends from awaken
they are so spontaneous i love.
kenbenfaith came quite late but early enough
to spamm lotsa pretty pics and watch the fireworks and what nots from the skypark!
it was madness! i rly felt genuinely happy with my friends and my bro with me
in that pool on the top,knowing tonight we'll enjoy ourselves.
after which we changed,walked ard shoppes, had takeaway mozza pizzas and coffeebean frapps
and deliberately bump into aaron and gloria the bday girlxx.
surpriseeeeee! ate on the 50th floor. awww pure bliss.
the smell of magerita pizza and happy faces all ard you.
i was in this bubble,this happy happy bubble.
we went bk to our room to chillx and that was pretty much it.
quite shagged alr. the next day we dragged ourselves up
to the pool for the last time and basked in the sun mmhmm ;)
so sad it had to end,but glad it happen!
marcus and i stoned in mbs from 1.30-5pm
waiting for our family to come out from the casino.
it as so boirngggggg there was nth to shop or look at because
we dont buy branded stuffs.
until.... we saw brendan loo!!!!
omg highlight of my sunday was seeing my ncc senior hahhaa.
he gave us a complimentary ride on the boat while he was the sampan man
ahhh i love meeting old friends, good ol days uh
like bumping into him in bangkok is not enough... hahhaa.

that was my longgggg weekend.
but now that school has started,
i would prefer to go full force on my studies.
now that there's no one to distract me and stuffs.
on the side, (just like side orders)
there's glenn's vid,media vid and stop mo proj to complete.
:/

oh! cant wait for this friday and saturday!
gna meet my long lost friends from mindchamp
and then sat im gna head to jb with who uh idk!
hahaha.
next wk also quite exciting hehehe.

ok peace! haishhh
too tired.
my holidays ended so abrubtly
but i had a ball of a time
at batam and at mbs
with all my fav ppl
thank you for being a part of my life
you reminded me how blessed i am
to have you all around and of course
my family.
shall elaborate more when i have the
time.
i think sch starts ltr at 11.30am
i think. (woops)
my holidays are over
and now my new phase of life
has begin...
did i say it correctly?
k night. dayum home
bed is the best!!!
:-)